not the good link,but yeah i saw a guy who knew arafat since arafat was a baby who said almost similar things that he felt abandoned,that the last concert he had was not filled like he wanted and it saddened him and that the day he died he was with guys who are not his closest pals,most of his closest guys were elsewhere and that while he was doing his stunts with the group of bikers all of a sudden he went super fast to the surprise of people and he tried to press on the brakes and failed first and could do it the second time but with the pace he could not control the motorbike